There have been many times I was busy. There have been more times I was not busy actually. After all, I never had the right mood to write anything over here.
I currently feel like writing because there are some things that quite irritate me at the moment, which I won't spill here. One thing over another thing, a pile of irritating things on me at the moment. It is my spirit that is being pushed down. It's not that I've never been in a worse situation, but still it feels quite heavy to carry on. The only option is to move forward because otherwise is impossible, unless I stop.
The past three days I stopped. I didn't do anything to try to solve some of the problems. I didn't even stay at home for two days just to have time for myself doing things that I felt necessary for me to do. Although, unfortunately, it wasn't really helping.
Now I feel "more" ready to get up. I normally would call my closest friend to chat about it but I've been having problems with my internet connection at home that never allowed us to communicate easily using Skype. But today they seem to have solved the problem with the internet connection, so I may have the chat tonight.
This post is really for my own record even if it is readable to everyone. I mean... I'm pretty sure I'm the only person who checks out and reads what I have written. This is part of me trying to spill out some of the stress. I don't know how much it will contribute to losing what I need to lose but it is worth attempting.
Umm, apart from all the problems and stress lately, there were actually some moments where I had fun and enjoyed life the past month. Thinking back, I'd like to go back there today just to remember how good it felt.
If I don't move forward, I can only lose.
Now I'm gonna wash and get clean! See ya!
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